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works/2136582.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Homestuck
  Relationship:
      John_Egbert/Dave_Strider, John_Egbert/Jake_English, Dave_Strider/Dirk
      Strider
  Character:
      Jake_English, John_Egbert, Dad_Egbert, Dirk_Strider, Dave_Strider
  Additional Tags:
      Lolita, Cousin_Incest, Stridercest_-_Freeform, Sexual_Abuse, Alcohol
      Abuse/Alcoholism, Emotional/Psychological_Abuse, Implied/Referenced_Drug
      Use
  Series:
      Part 1 of Family_darkness
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-08-14 Words: 1579
****** Do what you have to. ******
by orphan_account
Summary
     John does what he has to.
Notes
     I've had an idea to do a story like this for sometime now. Parts of
     this was inspired by a role play I did with my Dave.
See the end of the work for more notes
John frowned, taking a look at himself in the mirror. He hated this so much.
The bow in his hair looked so out of place and stupid. If his father were to
see him he'd ether say it was cute or he wished John well in his new phase.
John wasn't going through a phase. This was for work or a job. John didn't know
what to call it. He made sure his dress looked good and held back tears as he
exited the bathroom.
John entered the room, seeing Jake laying on the bed. Jakes eyes lit up when he
seen John and he licked his lips. John felt himself shutter. How he hated this
and hated Jake. Jake treated him and Dave so awful at times. John sat on the
bed next to Jake, feeling his hand slowly rubbing his thigh. John shot him a
glare and put his hand over Jake's keeping him from going any higher.
Jake smirked a bit and said, "Alright a deal is a deal. Here's what we are
going to do I will give you three hundred and you will preform oral sex, allow
me to fuck you, and also you'll moan and say my name." John nodded his head and
Jake started kissing his neck. John pushed him back a bit.
"My money first so I know I get it." John said. Jake gave him the money and let
John count it before running his hands along John's thighs. John just sat
there, he didn't move or anything. He was used to this sometimes Jake didn't
even pay him and had sex with him or touched him. John hated being alone with
Jake. If Dirk or John's father wasn't around Jake was all over John and Dave.
John had asked before why Jake did this and Jake always told him because it
felt good. John felt Jake kissing up his thigh earning a whimper from John.
John needed the money to help his dad out of some financial trouble.
John felt Jake's left hand slip under his underwear. John didn't cry as much as
he wanted to. He hated this, hated himself. John felt he asked for it. Brought
this onto himself. He hated it and yet he knew he could have it worse. At least
he wasn't being beaten and abused in every way possible by an older brother. He
felt bad for Dave. Dave always acted so tough but truly he was scared of his
brother and Jake.
John thought about Dave anytime Jake came in his room asking for help with his
boner. Sometimes Jake offered money other times he would just get on top of
John and grind against him. He only did that when John's dad was home. He ether
grinded into him or lied in his bed touching him through his pants. Jake loved
his butt. John knew because the sick fuck would always rub or smack his ass.
John seen Jake unzip his pants and John knew what he wanted. John got up from
the bed and dropped to his knees in front of Jake. He knew Jake was enjoying
seeing John dressed up just for him. John easily took all of Jake into his
mouth, deep throating. John was so used to doing this that he doesn't even gag
anymore. It was rare if he did. John felt like a whore for all of this. Jake
told him was a whore, slut, bad boy. Sometimes john was told he was a good boy
by Jake. Jake liked to say vulgar things to John and Dave and would sometimes
hit them. He only hit them if they didn't do what he said or they start with
him. Sometimes John and Dave would fight with Jake. They always lost and got
fucked into a wall or whatever was near by.
After a few minutes of sucking Jake he pushed John away. John knew this meant
he was gonna get pounded more then likely based on Jake's boner and how much he
payed. John knew once Jake came he could go clean himself up. Then he would
text Dave and see how Dave was. He always got a sinking feeling when Dave's
brother was beating him. A few times Dave's brother had raped him as well but
Dave insisted they don't call the cops. Dave loved his brother and didn't wanna
see him go to jail. John put up with Jake's abuse for Dave as well. If Dirk
found out Jake was doing this he'd kill himself as Jake once told the two of
them. They believed him of course since Dirk was madly in love with Jake.
John was surprised Jake didn't come from his below job. John had been told by
both Jake and Dave that he was amazing with his mouth. John lied back on the
bed seeing Jake getting lubrication. John was relieved that Jake was gonna be a
little easier on him. Jake came back over ditching his pants and boxers along
the way. He kissed up John's thighs and licked the bulge in John's lace
panties. John let out a small moan hating himself. If it weren't for the money
he wouldn't do this. Jake took ahold of the panties with his teeth and pulled
them down to John's ankles. John hissed at the cool air hitting his half
erected penis. Jake laughed, tossing the panties from the bed after removing
them completely from John. He popped them cap on the lube and rubbed it on
three fingers. He shoved one in and John didn't even move or flinch. Most times
Jake just did it lube or not and John was still stretched from sex with Dave a
few hours earlier.
Dave and him were so sexually active it was bad. Most days they would jack each
other off in the school bathroom or jack off in front of each other in the boys
bathroom or locker room when no one was around. But today they got daring. They
went into a janitors closet and had wild sex. It wasn't slow sweet love, like
lovers make. It was wild, passionate sex. They thought they were gonna be
caught but nether minded if they did. John had a bruise on his lower back from
where Dave's fingers dug in.
John had engaged in wild sex with Dave before but that was when both were drunk
off their ass or high as hell. Jake knew about the drugs, sometimes even gave
them to the boys. It made them willing and they stopped fight without Jake
having to pay them money. John knew that was what jake was doing and he was
sure Dave did too. John felt two fingers then slowly three. He wanted ask why
Jake was being so gentle at the moment. He looked at Jake and seen he had a
smirk on his face as he looked for John's sweet spot.
"Why are you being so careful with me?" John asked and Jake laughed. He used
his other hand to rub John's dick earning a moan.
"Because John your my little Lolita and I could never hurt my Lolita." Jake
said, smiling sinisterly. John rolled his eyes. Jake did this from time to
time. He took books or movies and made John, Dave, or even Dirk act them out or
role play them. Whatever this was John didn't know. He thought it was just Jake
being a curious man. John was just glad he wasn't doing the fifty shades of
gray stuff anymore. Just the thought sent chills down John's spine. He only
liked then when he was high. Several times when him and Dave were high off
whatever they could get he let or more like begged Dave to tie him down and
fuck him. Dave did so and even called him a bitch and treated him like a slave.
John felt sick after hearing from Jake what the two did. Even so John and Dave
continued doing the drugs and having wild sex.
John felt Jake thrust into him. He must have pulled his fingers out and decide
to be rough after all. Jake pounded John into the mattress moaning. John moaned
and called out Jake's name, praying it would be over soon. He felt Jake's nails
digging into his thighs. "Ah, John, you make such a good Lolita. You filthy
slut." There was Jake with his disgusting clams. John hated it, everything so
much. He knew jake would come soon then it was to his room to shower.
Jake didn't stop till three hours later when johns father came home. John
slipped on his panties and snuck into his own room. He felt bad for his father,
not knowing what was going on in his own home. What was being done to his only
son and pride of his life. John showered and threw up like always then greeted
his father like always. He gave his dad the money and his father asked where he
got it. John lied like always, said it was a gift or he saved it. John's dad
didn't question more just hugged him.
John knew when he was eighteen him and Dave could escape this hell. He was
happy to have his father around at least. He hated Jake lived with him but
there wasn't much he could do. John went out to see Dave and face the next
hell.
End Notes
     I hope you enjoyed. I tried to fix the grammar and stuff. If you guys
     see anything please let me know so I can fix it ^^
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